Waking up to a good morning text is the best feeling. We had a brief convo before he went in for work. Yeah I know I’m mushy but whatever. Thing is, I was hoping to hear from someone else this morning. Hoping that he might fight whatever fears he has and just message me but I guess I was wrong. I’ve never been caught between two guys like this. One that is away and dumped me but has my heart. The other new, here and is slowly winning me over. I honestly don’t know what to do or how to feel. This all sucks.